I just came out to my first straight mate last night, was really drunk, he said to me lets go on the pull, told him I'm not into going on the pull, he said to me, what are you Gay or sth and I just said yeah I am. I am going out with a bloke for the last 3 years and he is the guy downstairs on the dance floor. Was bit weird, my mate asked me did I fancy him or which one of the lads did I fancy, would he tell people for me, I just said I don't fancy you or any of the guys, I fancy my bf, I am the same bloke no different, there is nothing wrong with me, I'm just in love with a man, who else knows, he said to me who would he tell, did one of the girls he fancies know, he said don't tell one of the other lads, he said he thought thats why his brother killed himself and gave me a hug, he is probs the worst person to come out to because he has got a huge mouth and tell everyone, but the weird thing is, I don't really care. One of my bf mates came up to smoking area and first thing he said to him was Im straight, I told him not to be say that.
I just thought he always tells me all his crap, so if he is so honest with me, so I may as well be honest with me. Was very nerve wrecking, I had a rake of drink on me, was shaking a bit, I didn't rehearse it, I didn't think about, I just thought, well I may as well, he always asking me if Im gay when he is drunk, so I told him the truth, I suppose I've made the first step with myself and mates.