I wouldn't be able to cope with myself and a male friend in a single: it would be too awkward. doubles are just about handle-able. @ Butters: no euphemism for horniness, really, just, your inner reasoning is swayed just enough to keep you in a constant loop of wonderment, like when you're young and you've seen a horror film. You're lying in bed and you've nothing else to do but wait for sleep, you have very little control of the thoughts that crop up. You KNOW the monster isn't real, but you convince yourself just enough to occasionally terrify yourself and in general, stop you sleeping:
"what if he's up for it? Oh don't be stupid, but what if he's in the closet and this is his only shot he knows your gay, you at least need to subtly HINT that you'd be up for it if he was, NO, SLEEP! maybe you winding up in bed was the complex plan of a desperately lonely confused person and your lack of action is destroying him slowly, listen: you can tell he;s awake and waiting for an non awkward segway. NO! that's it, fuck this. I'm going for a piss, and when I get back I better be a little less psycho and a little more tired!"
something like that. and yes I can't believe I posted this on a public forum either.