Someone said :
What do you hope to gain from your meeting with the specialist?
A new medication?
A regular meeting?
Surely happiness/contentment is very difficult if you live in such isolation.
You are bound to be over-thinking things when you don't have someone to meet and chat with.
We need human contact.
But perhaps you have already tried to have more human contact in your life and it didn't work out.
The occasional company of others is the best cure for depression in my opinion.
Bi-polar disorder may require medication though.
I believe its something that's always been there, but never dealt with and now its caught up with me. I hope to find out, what it is and what I need to do? I need to go to the shop and get necessities, its only over the road and I can't bring myself to go out. Its not due to laziness, I am a hard worker and exercise. I just dont want to meet and greet people!