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It can be an incredibly hard journey, HonestJoe - and I'm still on it. I wouldn't be this far a long if it wasn't for Gaire.
Thanks Man, i can be a bloody mess at times, and find it has started effecting my work, i need to focus on the good things and try to stay positive, but it is very hard, my mind keeps slipping back into extream sadness, i even have tryed drinking lots, but this makes me feel really bad the following day. But anyways i continue looking for my happy place where ever it may be? Sometimes i curl up in the corner of a room and just cry so hard, but look, i will be strong like the rest of the guys on here someday. i know it.