I'm very much a straight male, I dont find myself attracted to men normally at at all but for a long time now I fantasize about being a submissive in gay sex. Had my first gay experience with a friend when we were very drunk when I was 17-18. Since then I've started have these gay thoughts. I then started meeting up with men, always as a submissive to an older dominant man. The first couple of times I probably didnt really enjoy and had some regret but after I got passed that initial stage I started to really enjoy it. When I watch porn now it's nearly always sissy porn, it really gets me turned on. I'm in a straight relationship now with a woman who I completely love and have great sex with but every so often I go back to having the gay thoughts.
So is there many other guys out there like this?