Yep have to say I do.. NO idea how to do it but, I do think of it often like in the way someone thinks "the game is over" Can I just restart again. that sort of dishearten feel you get when you are losing the game.
(yes I believe in re carnation, simply because it helps me)
But most of the times I can look around and see things that are so wonderful, and when i see them I don't have the courage to die, or the intention too because life is mine and if things can be wonderful then so can I.
Does this make any sense at all??